Missing You

I sent my wife and kids to Tangkak since last Saturday. My little boy is missing me so much. I kinda admitted it that I missed him too. My little girl too. And my wife. It is very different from the previous time. This wasn't the first time that I sent them to stay with their Atok for a week but somehow this time is quite different. I have to say I missed them so much, that I wished I could go to Tangkak and sleep with them now. But I can't. I'm working tomorrow. But I realised something, next time I will limit the time not to a week but just four days. I'll be with them. Surprisingly is that, my son really missed me. Every time I called him up, the first question is always, "Abi when you'll be here to take me back?" I almost cried. Allah has been so good to me. It makes me afraid that He is giving me everything that I want? What if he is giving it all to me now so that He doesn't give me anything good in the Here After? Kind of scary for me. Still, there is one thing that He didn't gave me, thou. And I did asked him a lot of time. I'm keeping it a secret. Gosh, I wonder. Maybe he keep that one for me then. Or when I'm ready for it. Who knows. Allah, you can gave it to me later. I trust you.