Moody Day

I woke up today and felt moody.I sat doing nothing for hours. Why? I do not know. I just hasn't got the mood for work or doing what ever, suddenly. but some how I manage to drag myself to work, miracolusly. I still got a few important things to be done. but I has not done it yet. Moody days like this made things even worst. I felt as if I lost something but I don't know what it is. Some of my papers are missing. I don't know why... where are they. I've sent them personally for endorsement from the top brass but until now, there is no indication that it is returning to my table. Is it rejected? accepted? only Allah knows it, I guest. Life is like this I guest. One time it is all fireworks, then one time it is gloomy. I won't let the mood drive me nuts. I must be powerful, charismatic and undeterred of my mission. This time, this endeaver must work. I wasn't expecting it to be a smooth ride but it shouldn't be difficult either. Beside, I have a Billionaire mind. I am a money magnet. I am the wealth generator. THE KING.

Starting Over

I listen to the famous Steve Jobs speech, that talks about 'You can only connect the dots backwards and not forward'. Trust Allah, that he had an amazing plan for me. No matter how hard is the situation I am now. I just got to hold on that thought and trust Allah. He loves me. That I know. Or not He not have not make me meet a great friend that really change me. And now I become a better man and I am determined to become even better. I am slowing getting up back. I am now, getting on the healthy routine back. I am now reviving my mother's company. And by Allah, this could be it. I am ready to try again, this time wiser than before.