When It Be My Time

I missed the Penang Run, which when I tohught it all back, I've could have been there. Last night function doesn't need me to be present but what can I do, all have been done cannot be undone. A lot has happened since the last time I last type in my blog. I've form a company, bought a new car, I've traveled to Europe. Life has been good to me. I began to become an active person in sport. I'm slowly developing myself into a better person. I think that I deserved better in life. I need to build myself. As you gain age you should become a better person. I had also few more things that I wanted to do, such as going to the holy land of Mecca. I mean what kind of moslem if you didn't want to go to Mecca. shame on me as I've been to Europe but never to Mecca. I mean the cost of going there isn't that expensive as it was ten years ago. Funny, food wasn't that expensive 10 years ago. why was it that things that is essential like food is getting expensive in Malaysia but things such like gadgets, laptops, air travel is getting cheaper? answer free market. competition will drive the price down. But here in Malaysia such things has not yet seen. Yes, I was hoping a new government soon will be over taking Malaysia and bring forth new policy that benefited the people. Sincerely, I wasn't hoping a government that take care us all like children but a fair and people oriented government. Not a government that only benefited a few and a government that is corrupted. It is a truth that sadly a lot of Malaysian that tolerates because of fear. Fear that if the opposition took over that Malays will be marginalised. Strange it is for me since the one that is leading the opposition is a MALAY?! Lets leave politics. Lets talk about life. I'm getting older now, lets not kid ourselves. I'm not getting older, responsibility also mountings. I worried about death as well. watching people around me die. young and old. I wonder when it will be time. Will I be warn by Allah. I was always watching for that sign. I never seems to be able to see it. could I? most people said that you just have to be prepare. Irony things is no many people are prepared. I mean, death for most people came so suddenly. You juts never know what hit you. Suddenly, you woke up, you're in the grave. Now you know that Allah never lie but it is all too late. thhis is what is bothering me almost everyday. when it will be my time?