Writer's Block

I don't know why but I've been experiencing writer's block for years. As you can see the last entry was actually what, three years ago? man that long. I wasn't sure why. But I decided that and feel that my block is over and now, I'm hitting the blank pages again.

Strange, I even wonder myself why. just like that my brain just switch off. I've been reading a lot but somehow i just stop writing, not entirely, I did a few article on my new hobby which is Scuba Diving. Maybe it was family? Or maybe all this new new place or one of the most dreadful thing is that I lost my reason to live. Well, that doesn't mean I'm about to commit suicide or something. it's just that you lost that fighting edge. I mean you got all that you want. All that you have been dreaming is already or can be readily achieve.

I've realised that i need a new horizon, new ambition new goals. I always wanted to run the marathon but I never had the time to run. some people said, "Well, make time" I said, "Well, I had weekends but that too is for my family". I admit it, I'm a family guy. I'm willing to leave my office for my son and wife. yeah, I'm not the true blue civil servant that willing to sacrifice his/her family for the good of the nation. I put my family first. Hey! I'm not saying it is wrong to put your nation first. that is up to you. It's your stand. be firm. it's your life value. me. I value family.

Why? because my son is growing up so fast. One time i was holding him and he just lied there in my arms. Now! his running around and telling me stories in just 3 years! I'm not going to miss all that. I'm going to cherish every single day with him and the soon to be born baby. Yup, a second one is coming this November! no matter if it is a girl or a boy. I'll love him/her still.

There you go, just to break the block. Hopefully there's more to come. Because, this my be a reference someday in my biography. Who knows, I could end up being somebody or doing something great someday in the future. The people will want to know who is their hero! Hahaha!

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