I've been looking at my entries since the time Pak Lah decided to increase the petrol price in Malaysia and found out that it was full of anger and hatred for this old man. I just realised that what ever I've said to him is wrong. So, today I want to declared that I forgave him and I publicly apologise to Pak Lah for all the bad mouthing.
Why?
Well, one thing, I am following the path of my holy prophet Muhammad SAW through the lane of Saidina Abu Bakr RA, and my words and actions does seems to coincide with the path that I chose to follow. In fact if I go on with this attitude; then I will never achieve my goal.
Pak Lah I'm SORRY.
I know that everything that happens in this word has its architect. And I as if forgotten that the architect is Allah. And what ever that Allah did, he did it for our benefit. Good or bad. He is the Master of the Universe (not He-Man). He created us. Everything that is bad, he created it to become example to the ones that He loves. As an example, as a means to compare; I mean how do we know of night if Allah didn't created daylight? How do we know a moslem, if there is no kaffir? How do we know right if there is no wrong.
I realised this and pray to Allah not to make me into an example for the moslem. But rather the light that shows the way. Not the judge that condemns everyone nor categorise people. I pray to Allah to make me into a lantern that beacons everyone to Him. Or the least that I really want is to be Allah's favorite. Pray that my heart is fill to the brim with the love for Allah alone. Lips that is always wet with praises for Him. And a mind that always thinks about him; like some lover that is long to see his love.
I think I stop here.
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